Waiting

Hmmm, I have decided that I have no patience and am sick of waiting! Unfortunately it will be over a week still for us to get the results of Sam's capsule endoscopy, but already I am sick of waiting for the results. It feels like that is what we are always waiting for with him, the medical results and it STINKS!!! I just want to be waiting for spring, waiting to teach him to ride a bike, put him in school, his birthday etc etc. Instead we are waiting ALWAYS for medical results, between blood work, new specialists, procedure results etc it seems like a constant roller coaster lately.
Sorry it is one of those kind of days, where life is stressful and I am tired, and wishing that the dreariness of the rain outside wasn't affecting me inside.