When all else fails: TRUST!

Goodness it is so easy lately to get caught up in being anxious and afraid. I don't know why I keep falling into this place of anxiety. Today I got a call from the employee health nurse at the hospital. She was less than pleasant, and was quite rude about the fact that I am still out of work. She said that I couldn't wait until I had my scheduled appt to go back to the workman's comp doctor and that I had to go to see him next week. She then went on to say that I needed to get back to work and that she had plenty of office work for me to do....so I started to get anxious about the schedule and how I could work and take care of the kids and deal with all of the upcoming visits with Sam...
Then shortly after I got off the phone with her there was another phone call from the hospital stating that I needed to come in as soon as possible to meet with the VP of human resources and that my boss was also going to be there. Now at this point I really started to get anxious. Wondering why this meeting was occuring? What they were going to say? Wondering a whole lot of things, but not liking what I was thinking were the answers...
Fast forward a little while, I started just focusing on God and the knowledge that He ALWAYS knows, always cares, and will take care of us... So tonight I am wondering what tomorrow will hold, but also resting in Him and the knowledge that in Him we will definitely be ok:-)

I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

CRAZY!!!

Well today Matt had a job interview and left around 8:15 or so this morning. Shortly after he left I heard from the doctor and she wanted me to go up to the hospital to have some blood work drawn. So I am totally stressing about that, since my double stroller is completely drenched from having to change the tire and hasn't had enough time in the sun to dry out. How am I going to bring them both to the hospital by myself without a stroller. Well Matt's Uncle Danny called and asked me to bring Sammy over to see the excavator again, and when he heard I had to go up to the hospital he offered to watch him. What a blessing. So I drop Sam off and go up to the hospital with Sophia, while there and waiting for the blood work and stuff, Matt calls to let me know that his car broke down!!!!! Aaaagghhhh!!! Feels like the mess of this week is never going to end.
Thankfully Ron was in Worcestor and picked Matt up so I didn't have to go get him. But the car is completely done. No possible way to fix it, so now we have to go get another vehicle. I ended up meeting my doctor up at the hospital and so we are working on figuring out this whole problem, so hopefully I will at least start feeling better and then the rest of the craziness will get better too.